Currently experiencing anhedonia & irritability

I'm on sertraline & my period just started. I've thought that I've been experiencing all this shitty feelings because of my upcoming period. I do have suspected myself of possibly having PMDD. I've considered it that my mood is severely affected everytime I'm on my period & I can't help it.

This year, I've been diagnosed by my psychiatrist with MDD, then PDD. I haven't gotten more proper diagnosis yet due to certain limitations like financial struggles. I've highly suspected myself & took an educated self-diagnosis that I have ADHD & StPD. My antidepressants had helped me manage my anxiety & depression, although as months passed by, I feel like I'm slowly mentally deteriorating. I've also regarded that I had more personal problems that came into my life in the middle of my progress that had affected my well-being awfully. I'm trying not to exaggerate it, but I am getting worse.

I've had very persistent mental issues since childhood. I'm aware that what I'm experiencing right now is anhedonia with a bit of irritability because I've felt really stressed & drained this couple of days. I've been often feeling dizzy, heavily brain-fogged, & more forgetful. I'm afraid that my flat affect will worsen. I believe I'm just really tired as I'm writing this, but still I've been chronically feeling really tired these days.

I'm still trying to improve myself as much as I can as I still have the want to get better. The process is really slow, but I still wish I could get better sooner. My mom has found me a recommended psychologist & I'll have my appointment this Sunday. I don't know, I'm tired & I'll go to sleep now.

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