currently in the ??? era

     I may or may not have accidentally locked myself inside my mental disconnection void; thanks to my patience being tested constantly for quite literally more than 10 years. 

which is indeed a problem since I strongly desire my own life but can only get that if I lock in. but I'm finding that extremely hard being disconnected from reality and all whether I want to be or not so wtf do I genuinely do 😭 

i highly doubt im even spouting sense right now 😔

MIGHT overthink about this rant sooner or later and delete it for my own mental sake anyways

HAVE A GOOD DAY OR NIGHT MY LOVELIESSS^^