Dating drama

I BROKE UP W MY GF. SHE SERIOUSLY DID NOT GIVE A FUCK. Given her dating history, I wouldn't be surprised if she moved on super quickly, either (she goes from person to person REALLY quickly and its lwk horrible). But! I'm not really phased by it bc how she texted me it just sounded like she was covering her ass I blocked her, and i don really wanna be friends w her either BECAUSE the only reason WHY I dated her (i kinda liked her..?) Is because 6-7th grade she kept pressuring me saying that I was closeted and shit, even though I had to keep telling her I wasnt and that I was straight. So since then I've been confused about my sexuality. She's also made me super insecure and uncomfortable. But in all honesty, im glad I broke up with her, I really dodged a fucking bullet. Though, is just KNOW shes going to tell everyone now (she told everyone we were dating and I hate random people knowing our business, it pisses me off) but I lwk just dont even care. I feel like a whole 10 pounds has been LIFTED off my shoulders, and I feel..SOOOO..fucking good rn. I'm heading to the beach to go surfing rn, so talking to her before leaving really helped me feel better. Plus, I really AM sure I'm just bi? But I dont know if its the pressure from her and other people that kept calling me "closeted" talking, or what...BUT ANYWHO..Love you guyss, bye! <3

BUT ALSO JUST FYI THIS WAS MY FIRST TIME EVER TRYING TO DATE