day two!

I had a test today and it might not went that well but i decided that no matter how bad it goes, i tried my best and thats all that matter. I walked away from any convo i didnt like and told the ppl i was gonna go bc i didnt feel that comfortable talking abt those type of stuff and they might not have respected it but i didnt care. Someone that usually drags me with them asked me why i was ignoring them and i said i couldnt talk and walked away, it felt nice :) Also anyone who sees this if you feel the same way i do, please try to get better there are ppl who love you even when you dont think so, someone commented on one of my blogs "ik how u feel. no matter how far u think u are you can always reach back to the top. don't forget Abt that." and another one said "i know you said that life won't get any better, but honestly, speaking from experience: it does. I was on fucking rock bottom so i get it, i absolutely fucking get it. I also thought that it was never EVER going to get better, but even though life hasn't gotten much easier, after holding on for so long, one day, I found myself living a life worth living. If there's only one thing you can do: you must hold on. Because one day, I promise, you will want to live again. You will feel so alive again. Just hold on, please. It's there." and i listened to them and here i am still alive and ik it was just some days ago but listening to stuff like that actually does smth.