Days events

Status update: the start of today was okay I woke up in the morning. Feeling good. Put on some brokencyde And I started teasing my hair because I was finished with getting dressed. Then it's around 6:18 a.m. I leave for school and at this time I was not in a good mood at all because I have lost my headphones and I know it's stupid to say but I can't live without music. Music is the only thing that keeps me grounded when I'm having a horrible day or when I'm starting to lose my crap and without having my headphones that made things so much worse. I just tried to calm down and I got to school and I started playing BMTH In the hallway while I was sitting outside of my homeroom waiting for the teacher to show up because I'm not a very social person and I don't go in the cafeteria in the morning. I hate being around people I don't know. I only trust people that I care and love about. Anyways, it just got worse from there. I don't know what was wrong with me this morning. I couldn't even attend my classes without freaking out on the Virgin tears shaking. I just wanted to be left alone so I spent the majority of the morning until lunch time and the guidance counselor's office. I got like some of my work done. It wasn't much. I was in no mood to have work done and then I caused some issues later and I genuinely feel really bad. I shouldn't have done it because it's not my friendship. I shouldn't be getting in the way of something that it's not mine and after that I got home. Things are better. I think I'm still quite irritated. I don't know how to feel right now. Tired of being ignored by everyone but e but I get it. I am an annoying person and I know I'm energetic around only the right people and then when I myself people don't like me. That's just the complete truth I don't know. 707 p.m. 9/15/26