Death.

The most natural thing there can be in this world, it's death. The one thing many fear the most, the one thing we all run from. Even animals know of it and try their best to avoid it. However some people want it. Well really they don't, they just want an escape from this ever taking world. So they let the world take them. Adults and children both fall to the pits of their suicide everyday. 

Death comes up every now and then, and it really makes me think. Was that really what I wanted? Is it really what anyone wanted? We all die eventually, and in ways we can't imagine. Once our life is over, it's over. I think that's what we forget. You can believe what you want, but is heaven really where you want to end up? Whether you go to heaven or hell, or you reincarnate, you still won't want to die, right? 

The hardest thing about death isn't even the fact you don't know exactly where you'll end up, it's that all the people you ever loved and that ever loved you will have a void in their heart. They'll cry and cry and cry and grieve your absence until their own death. It's always some sort of butterfly effect when it comes to death. I wonder if I did something different would their deaths have been avoided. Or would I have actually been able to see them before their being came to an end. 

I don't have much to say about death, it's unavoidable, it's permanent, and it's real. Oh and it's so very sad. My eyes are dry though, as I've seen this coming. I've seen more people dead than one can imagine at this age. I don't remember the exact amount of funerals I've been to but the first funeral I went to was when I was around 2 months old. Ain't that something? 

Now this whole... thing that I'm writing can lead onto life in itself. What is life? Well what is it to you? Life blog?