decisions decisions

I was talking w my fav teacher n telling him about like what colleges im applying to n he asked me why im not applying to more prestigious/nicer colleges. I told him cuz many are so far from home, and idk, my parents just don't want me that far anyways. he told me that of course my parents don't want me gone because their daughter is leaving, but the way he said it was saying of course my family doesn't want me gone, im the one that helps them w everything. n yea. my brother doesn't do anything. I help w everything around the house. and ik that I have to leave eventually, but leaving to go live in a dorm feels like im abandoning my family, leaving them hopeless. like im the one that knows English fluently in the house n im the most "tech savvy" one in the house.