every time it feels like im happy or feel content with my life or my friendships I always notice how happy and cool and normal everyone else is, and people joking around with and having fun with all their friends. and it makes me feel like im just some fucking loser. and it always feels like everyone who i talk or interact with just hates me and im also never anyones first pick for anything and im never really someone who someone wants...thats all i want...to be someone someone else wants...its made me realize how alone i really am and have always been while everyone isnt
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xXApril_ApathyXx
i feel the exact same way, you're not alone. Have the courage to exist <3 ik it can be hard sometimes
KratosPS
Honestly people are far more lonely and have less friends these days than the past. You aren't a loser or anything. I get wanting people to want to reach out to you though. But depression also lies to you and makes you think no one cares.