DID system yapping — entry 002

I was blurry this morning front wise, it took almost 3 hours to figure out who was fronting..

I hate this fuckass disorder dude, it's ruining my life slowly but surely, I literally have alters / parts that carry some of our addictions like drinking and GOONING, to put both of those nicely.

The fact that I'm literally one of them carrying the gooning addiction is crazy, I'm not really shaming them, other than myself. I understand they're here for a reason but it makes me feel sick whenever I relapse in uh.. pleasurable stuff, to word it nicely.

And honestly? I blame my unrestricted internet access as a child, I had no guardian to watch what I looked up so it was a free for all, and I stumbled across a website that I still use to this day.

So parents, take it from my experience, please monitor what your children see on the internet, hell, don't let them have a device until they're mature enough to handle the internet properly (such as social media, that can become an addiction if I'm correct.)

- Bon