digi diary 11 - im alive guys

I'm alive, I just haven't been as motivated to do a diary entry and I've been busy but guys I'm so happy, its finally fall its no longer hot as fuck and my Instagram acc (its a photography page) is blowing up at my school (life is good)

I'm gonna try getting a job so I can get a bike because asking my dad for a bike and him getting it when he has multiple bills to pay is essentially impossible so I'm getting a job so I can buy a bike on my own.

I'm mainly doing this because I absolutely DESPISE my bus and I HATE a lot of the people on it so much its painful, like I don't like any of them at all except 1 and she tried me a few days ago so honestly idk and I am tired of missing the bus because I have to wake up fucking early and walk to my bus stop because my bus driver doesn't want to drive down my road. 

It doesn't help most of them r from my middle school so they only view me as I was in middle school, not who I am now, and what sucks is that no matter how successful I am it wont matter I'll still be a failure in their eyes, and me being queer also lowkey backs them up since most of them are homophobic, whatever tho, if IM a failure they are a mistake because all they do is waste their lives smoking themselves to death.

Anyways im going to go vanish for 16 more years