Digi Diary 6 | what the fuck.

I literally just dropped my day one friend I've had for 4 years because she played in my face.

Literally so fucking upset what the actual fuck, forget getting cut off that mf is getting banished, this entire day has been horrible and shit and everything sucks. except my friend got m a camera so that made things 200000000 times better. (thank you coolnessbacon)

But basically I liked a guy and I was NOT tryna talk to him like that and kinda wanted to be friends even tho i kinda liked him, and she fucking ruined everything by telling him I liked him and now he dont fw me no more, MIND YOU I LITTERALLY TOLD HER TO STFU AND NO

T TELL HIM BUT NOOOOOOOOOO. and ykw what she said do YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID.

and she did it IN SCHOOL. what the hell is wrong with her. needless to say we are not friends after that oh my fucking god, and he RIDES. MY. BUS.

so yeah I'm not riding the bus ever again, and I'm not riding HER bus again either unless its for pictures because her route has beautiful scenery and I can go to the bus yard. Because how you gon do me like that.

She genuinely made me not gaf about NOTHING, like I don't care about shit anymore she drained my last drop of patience. and idgaf what my dad says about "you need to be patient" well old man if you had to deal with MY parents SPECIFCALLY you, and then be in MY shoes, and like what I like, and be with THESE people at THIS school, you'd not be very patient either.

Welp fuck it I'm deciding to transfer to my other school in the county (its a fine arts school) and don't you dare say some BS about 

[my evil twin Lehemiah:""you're just running away from ur problems ur such a coward trying to transfer school, loser loser loser" first of all asshole, shut up Lehemiah, and I am NOT switching for that, for about a month now I have been having an internal conflict about whether I should go to rockdale or heritage because I don't know alot of my friends go to rockdale, but fuck that now the decision is final, heritage till 2029, fuck this school, and fuck her too because like wtf.

And then to make it worse, tell me why some bullshit with my friend and his gf happened and she he saying he fna kill himself, and that nobody cares about him like BITCH WTF IVE BEEN LITTERALLY BEEN UR BSF FOR LIKE IDK A YEAR NOW AND WHEN U DID IN THIS PAST I TOLD YOU NOT TO DO THAT AND STUFF AND HAS BEEN BY UR SIDE FOR SO LONG WTFFFF, and its all because the gf got triggered by something, its truamataic but I cant tell the exact reason cuz its privacy ofc, and she was mad at him and ignoring him, and now he is deeply sad, and im if your thinking abt killing urself for that you are NOT ready for a relationship, and I told him she was prob just mad at the moment and prob just needed some time to calm down, and that you should PROBABLY JUST TALK UR FEELINGS OUR INSTEAD OF HOLDING IT IN AND ACTUALLY TELL YOU HOW THAT THING MADE YOU FEEL, but noooooooo, he said hes fine and he isn't gonna do it, I do NOT have time for this.

First day of Septemember and it's already some bullshit. litterally gonna be the worst year I already know it.