Divorced parents

I don’t really mind having divorced parents at this point you kinda just get used to it. but sometimes it makes me feel really sad when I see photos of my parents happy together yesterday I found my mum’s old phone from like 2017 and I saw like photos of Me my sister my mum and my dad and we were all smiling and happy. looking through the photos made me cry so much if I have one wish in the world it would be for my parents to not be divorced, and I have never really minded having divorced parents because my parents don’t argue and they are friends so they still talk and stuff but yk. I wish I had more memories of my parents when they were together I have none because I was so young when they got divorced I can barely remember anything or them together. I never really told anyone how sad I care about this type of stuff because I don’t really have anyone else to relate to because none of my friends have divorced parents [apart from one of my friends] anyways bye :DDD