Either im neurodivergent or I'm just seriously weird

Well I'm weird either way but that ain't the point. There are certain things about me I just can't quite explain unless we're looking through a neurodivergent lense of it.

So Killinya has always had their little quirks that some might just call , 'overdramatic'. Whenever someone tells them to go do something eventhough they just started gaming they are going to be seriously pissed  but not because they didn't want to do whatever task they've been asked to do, but because now just wasn't the right time. They were comfy, enjoing the music and story just to be ripped out of it. If you told them to go in 5 minutes they'd still be upset but just not quite as much as before since they had time to mentally prepare.

Another thing Killinya sucks at is getting things started. For example, they've had a drawing idea of a character for like a week at least but school kept them from it. But even when they finally finish all of their school work, they still choose to day dream to vocaloid and imagine animations of their ocs instead of drawing, then proceeding to feel terrible for being unproduktive.

And the last point to mention, eventhough there is a lot more, is Killinya's obsessions. They can't be normal about the things that interest them , otherwise they don't consider themselves to be fans these 'obessions' can last from a moth to half a year. The amount of content doesn't really play a part there, a series could have barely 2 seasons but they'd still get obessed about every detail, consume all the fanfiction and rant so much to their friends about it to the point the friends wished they'd have Menier's disease.

But yeah, as of writing this I haven't really been diagnosed with anything, eventhough all my research points to me having ADHD, Autism or both.

Buuuuuuut I've managed to survive for so long so it can't be that serious lol :D