guten morgen freund , or freundin ! (good morning mrsurrealist!) thank you.. as always.. 
today is.. rough day , am having a hard time grasping today. the labyrinth that is my brain has been so loud , so much noise, but is ok. (if you are on computer, the music in background is pretty much how my brain is sounding as of late , song is Meido no kuchi by Yura Yura Teikoku , wonderful band)
i love the online world, it is all i really know . because of being sheltered for so long .
but.. whenever i am in big online space , i worry i am too surreal . too strange , but.. is that not the point of the account? to make people who are feeling different , feel seen ? that is why i make blogs way i do, to invite reader into interaction .
i feel nervous whenever i get direct message , because i am feeling like i need to be a different surrealist , like i need to be professional . but.. friend, is a friend, not a business worker. i really do not enjoy direct message.. but , feel too rude turning it off .. (ﾉω･､)
did not predict id have 100 friends .. i feel like i am looking like a popular guy , but really i am so shy and scared of people! ( ; ω ; )
interacting with friends has been the bestest experience , even if i am so shy , i have gone against my own fears .. hoping to continue having good friend moments , and being as interactive as can be. things get better! and so will the surrealist (me!) to you, friend, i hope you are feeling okay too.now, as i go and run back into the forest that is my bed accompanied by my inhaler, i leave you friend.. with little video of street racing in tokyo between kanagawa.
- "wishing good days to you!"
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SteadmanSlick
mrsurrealist, it may feel like a lonely experience being so surreal on the interwebs . . . but you are like an island of personality and intrigue in a sea of boring people writhing and wriggling to come off as normal and sound-minded as possible . . . that is to say, I am always happy to see correspondance from mrsurrealist . . . this is mfw (my face when (i am engaging in active listening))
thank you steadman friend .. it has been rough one..... i like being so unique to this world.. but.. thanking you........
by mrsurrealist; ; Report
"Ah, you are feeling down you say.. Well, the fix is simple, the new blog post from the great mrsurrealist is meant to come out tonight. That'll fix you up"
" but doktor , the great mrsurrealist is me ! "
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kawaiimahito
at times it really does feel loud up in there. things are heavier and clouds condense and rain falls. but i want to believe at the end of the storm there'll always be a rainbow. sweet metaphors aside i hope you get better. i'm fond of the way you present yourself at least through this tiny digital realm ^_^ being too "surreal", too different from the average population, having too many eccentricities for people to handle is not a bad thing. individuality is not a bad thing and i've learnt through my years that those who want to stay will stay and they show it. those who don't will do their own thing and that's fine, so you don't have to put on a different self just to appease anyone's perception of you. of course this is typically what we all do; subconsciously or consciously make decisions based on what and who we're with, though that anxiety is heightened when we look into ourselves too much and compare ourselves to the world that surrounds us. all i'm saying is that it's a hassle to do so.
hopefully i didn't read your words wrong and that my words did something to uplift your spirits. take care and keep being surreal >_<
(p.s: i also love that song too. whole album actually)
ah !!! you are so kind freund , so so kind! you did not read my words incorrect, you read them perfectly . thanking you so, so grateful. they certainly uplifted me to the highest bar!
by mrsurrealist; ; Report
hehe. you’re welcome. i’m very glad!!! ＼(^^)／
by kawaiimahito; ; Report