Guhhhhhh

Noelle told me to make a blog to talk about stuff. Said it was therapeutic or something.

Idk how to format this kinda stuff, but here goes.

I've been feeling like absolute shit lately

Everything seems to be going wrong

So like there's this festival that goes on in town every halloween

And normally it's like a romantic thing, people take the people they like to it. I was notmally never really interested in it but

There's this girl i like. I doubt anyone seeing this knows her.

She's awesome, and the only person in town who likes me for who i am.

I wanted to ask her out to the festival, but I guess i took too long.

During festival day she was with someone else.

i really want to feel happy for her, becuase this is the happiest she's ever been, but it feels like now that she's seeing someone we're starting to drift apart.

What should i do?