I HATE THIS

okay so apparently guys can’t cry??? but if i don’t react while getting yelled at then suddenly i’m “heartless” and “don’t feel remorse” 😭 like what do you WANT from me bro

cause if i cry it’s “i’ll give you a reason to cry”
but if i stare blankly cause i’m trying NOT to cry it’s “why aren’t you reacting”

it honestly feels like no matter what i do someone’s mad at me for it. like today my mom got mad cause i didn’t clean the pool/backyard and i told her she never texted me about it cause she left early for my sister’s graduation 😭 and then suddenly it was “i told you verbally” WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN??? we barely even talked except for me asking to go to my little sister’s open house 💀

idk anymore dude
feels like i’m constantly losing arguments i didn’t even know i was in