Are you happy with your life right now?

Sometimes, in the middle of the day, I catch myself asking the same question:

"Am I really happy with my life right now?"

It's a simple question, but it always leaves me sitting with my thoughts for a while.

I think about everything that's happened, everything I'm still carrying, and everything I wish were different.

And somehow, my answer is always no

I wonder what it feels like to look in the mirror without hesitation and honestly say,

"My life is good, and I'm happy." 

"I look good, my family loves me and i don't have to think about my traumas anymore."

I've been waiting for that moment for a long time.

Maybe it'll come someday.

Maybe I'm just not there yet.

And, What about you? Are you happy with your life right now?