There's a cockroach 🎉 infestation in my apartment, and because my parents are incompetent and love finding excuses (Oh, we are old, your dad comes home to sleep at 00.00 he doesnt have any time to set up anything... and asks me why I hate my dad while he's the negligence final boss and idc if he spoils me and comes to my room to see me every night and try to kiss me on the cheek I literally could not give a fuck about it honestly he was lowkey absent my childhood and him trying to make it up with me after all those time while also fucking things up and making both me and my mom mad? Yeah no buddy they both also LOVE to NOT clean up after their mess [dad is an alcoholic and loves eating those walnut or peanut whatever ,I failed english class if you couldn't tell, thingys before bed and he makes a HUGGGGGE mess over the couch which is also a bed if you open it up and he doesn't give a fuuuuuck he also blames mom after he makes a mess like bro shut the hell up honestly just get out I hate you son of a...] which leaves ME to do it for them. lots of dirty dishes everywhere ,and who loooves dirty dishes..? :) Take a guess!, And because my dad runs a business like a cafe of some sort for old men to play cards and drink tea type shi, he comes back with dirty dishes that he used to feed his employees. Who deals with it? ME. IT'S ME, DUDE. EVERY TIME AFTER EVERYONES ASS, IT'S ME. notimeforFNAFreferencesbutholyshitdawg) to not do anything about it (but woah, dude, you've got to appreciate the guy putting up poison for like once a year whenever he feels like it, right??) I'm the one paying the price for it; like, it's genuinely sad in here. My mum is already mentally fucked I feel like, and I am too. It won't be long before we start encountering health issues left and right (which I have a big kidney problem mom prob has liver stones that are affecting her BAD and dad has hernia they both need surgery but yeah.. and will probably completely lose the fight to the bugs and say "Good luck!" to our neighbours to go deal with it next since they love travelling to other people through whatever. It's getting out of hand, and I would much prefer if it were an ant infestation because we could have dealt with it... They also love fucking up your electronics, so that's also very awesome!! I would very much like for them to shit inside my laptop anyways, right guys!!? God, I hate everyone and everything. Btw, if one of those flying fuckers ever jumps on me I am leaving the house fuck everything, dawg I am NOT going back there 💀✌️🥀 Fuck them bugs and fuck the cycle IDGAF ABOUT THEIR ADDITION(?) TO THE ANIMAL CYCLE JUST SLIME THEM OUT HOLY SHIT DUDE NO ONE CARES ABOUT THEM SHITTERS ALL THEY DO IS FUCK YOU UP EVEN MORE WHO CARES ABOUT THESE MFERS?????? If this keeps going on Ima report this to my teachers for like idk negligence or child abuse the fuck?? We all need help, whether it's about bugs or mental health problems; god knows we all need it. Mom suggested it, saying my soul was something-something... was it broken? idk bro, a few days before she said I think I am depressed, and she's talking about herself btw there thats a direct quote from her also said I was antisocial, which is ehh okay? But no self-diagnosed depression for me? Only for you? Okay, I see how it is. Thanks for listening, if you are. I genuinely don't know and wanted to rant for the love of it. Yes, I am using Grammarly because I AM a loser with no life and friends. 😬 I would love to move out from this shithole moms already on it but its gonna take a long while since it needs repairs and stuff shes always daydreaming about going to vacation ,which we just came back from btw, buying a summer house by the sea 1+1 and staying there, having a decent house and having another house just in case... so yeah
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The things you're going through are really shitty. Family problems are really awful, the stress you're experiencing is awful, there's so much pressure on you. I can understand that, after all, I'm not on good terms with my family either. Everyone messes things up, and I'm the one who has to clean it all up. You can't imagine how frustrating that is. Luckily, my parents are separated, so I don't see my father. I don't have father-related problems like you do, but the thing I dislike about my father is that he's very irresponsible and strange. He's 60 years old and still makes his mother do the housework. When I ask him why he doesn't do it, he says, "I'm a man." Is manhood about making a woman do housework? Then we fight and stuff because of his irresponsibility. What a disgusting mentality. I hope you pass your English class and get rid of the cockroaches (if you can't, send them to me, I heard 100 grams of them contain 50+ protein :D).
Firstly I'm very sorry for the late reply and you can probably see that I'm online like 24/7 (I run this on my laptop, unfortunately, so it appears like I'm online but I'm not – Sorry about it!!) But omg my dad is the exact same!! 😭 There would be lots of clothes in the living room, all neatly folded by my mum, and my dad would look at each one of them, mess them up just to pick one and wear it... AND complain about it afterwards to my mum for not cleaning. Genuinely what are we doing?? 💀 Mum said, 'What was the point of cleaning up when it's going to be like that the very next day?' and I agree low-key because it's just a never-ending cycle of mess. I can't even go on a vacation and not come back to a clean house. No... God, he's so LUCKY that he has a wife and a daughter. Manhood is not like this AT ALL, like you said!! All he does is cause issues and stir issues. I sometimes hope they were divorced, but again, we need money. Mum sometimes playfully talks about leaving him once we move out, but I know it's all jokes lol :c I genuinely don't know why they got married in the first place, like y'all don't act – in the slightest – romantic. Here and there a FEW times... okay, but it's nothing like I saw before. Anyways thank you so so so so so much about your best wishes about my situation <3 If I could ship them to you I would wholeheartedly do it - like in a instant my brother 🙌 !! Actually take my whole house atp XD Free proteins!!!
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