living with someone u hate rlly sucks

I'm so annoyed that the housing market is so bad right now because i'm almost graduating from high school and i rlly hate living in my house

especially since my sister lives with us and she's so annoying too 

like i've grown to hate her so much and while i technically have valid reasons to dislike her, it's not just those things that make me so angry abt her

not to mention she's my dads favorite despite how she basically uses him for money and barely spends time with him which honestly i can't blame her cuz i barley tolerate him in general

but it's so annoying when he tries to invite her to places with us knowing that we all feel rlly uncomfortable around her and she's just going to ignore us anyways and stay on her phone

and unlike me, she can actually leave whenever she wants because her mom lives somewhere else (we're half siblings, same dad different mom) and yet it's like she purposefully doesn't go because she wants to make us all miserable with her

we actually used to be rlly close too which makes everything so much worse

and it's not like i haven't given her chances to better herself, i've forgiven her more times than i can count but it's like she's fine one day and then the next she loathes us

it's gotten to the point where seeing her just fills me with rage and anxiety i can't even look at her anymore 

idk i just can't stand being under the same roof as her and i can't wait till school starts again and i don't have to see her