I actually hate watching any romance based media wether it's a movie or an anime or whatever because i feel like I'll never be able to be loveed like they are in these movies. When I think back about how my exes treated me I feel so ngry because I don't think I deserved to be treated that way, I feel like I deserved to be loved the right way (if there's one). I just feel like whatever hairstyle I do, whatever clothes I wear, whatever I do it'll never be enough for someone to love me and it's exhausting. I'm not chasing around love because my life doesn't revolve around it but sometimes I feel lonely and just not loved. I wonder if there's something wrong with me.
I just needed to get that out of my chest, if someone has some sort of advice for me i'll gladly take them. (Sorry for the bad english, it's not my first language)
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Okk soo I definitely feel the same way when watching anything romance related because it kinda causes you to romanticize about love in way that's not actually ideal but to us it feels that way because sometimes you can feel the emotions that the actors feel so it feels like it's real but I would say that you are very deserving of love no matter what your past looks like the only thing that's probably hard is looking beyond the way movies portray "love" because while it can be real there's also different ways "love" can be portrayed but it all starts with loving yourself within, and while it is hard it's definitely something that can help... 💗💗💗
I apologize if my response is too long it's just I love romance and learning about self love and watching other's be in love because I also romanticize a lot but it's also led me to thinking certain actions from people were "love" when it wasn't.
Thank you so much for your response! I think you're right, movie do portray "love" in a perfect, idealistic way while in real life it's not like this. I should give myself some time and try to love myself more. 💕
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