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I HATE how jealous I get, i get so jealous it hurts. Inwas having such a great day and then i go and check my boyfriend's reposts because i just get curious sometimes yk how it is right? I see he reposted stuff about our friend, just friendly stuff like "wow ur a great friend" or whatever bullshit like that. And now im on the verge of tears because yes, i am a loser crybaby, and YES I am upset that he NEVER reposts ANYTHING about me anymore but he'll repost stuff about our friend, okay whatever idc. Also because I hate myself for some stupid reason my first thought was "oh okay he's doing this just to taunt me." Which i know he'd never do (at least i hope he wouldn't) but still. Idk i just needed to write this some where not only i can see but where none of my friends can see.