Idk if I’m allowed to vent in my blog but I will anyway (tw: SA)

So there was this kid at my school named Forest (idc if it’s bad to say his real name, because he didn’t care if it was bad to grope me without my consent)  we sat at the same table at art, and we were kinda friends. He had come over to my house once and we listened to similar music. I had flirted with him like once or twice in the past but it wasn’t anything serious. So we were in art, and we were in an argument and randomly mid-argument, he grabs my tit out of anger, so I of course scream what the fuck as loud as I can to get attention and do you know what the teachers did? They got mad at ME for calling for help instead of him for fucking SAing me. At that time, and up until like a month ago I genuinely thought SA was okay when it happened to me. He also got really mad that I told people. A few weeks later, I thought I forgave him so we went biking together and he asked if he could touch my penis and I said yes ONCE. He then thought that he had the right to touch my penis whenever he wanted . I thought I forgave him AGAIN and we go biking AGAIN and we go behind a dumpster in the back of a gas station. He then asks me to go behind the dumpsters, and i consented but it was a such a terrible experience and on the bike back home he said he left his old school because he “allegedly” SAd a popular girl and it “ruined his life”. At this point I just decided that I would never talk to him again. I was talking to my mom later, and she was angry at me for something unrelated, and at this point I just really wanted to kill my self. I decided I would tell her what happened so I could maybe have a way to get further away from him. She wasn’t mad at me at all, but she did tell the school what happened even when I told her I would rather she didn’t, which she later realized was wrong after i talked to my therapist about it. Even after that, the school didn’t do anything to get me further away from him. He was also a misogynist and constantly went on about which girls were “sluts” and “bops” (I don’t know how he was okay with being friends with me because I was very much a slut at the time but I guess he saw me as a man so he thought it was okay) he was also always going on about how ugly I was and how I was the only ugly one in my friend (which is weird because he still touched my dick 5 times) anyway fuck you forest I hope that you die painfully