Not feeling super good rn.. :/

This dreadful feeling of loneliness never seems to go away.. it’s always been hard for me to make friends but for the past two years I’ve made it my goal to actually try to make some friends and I still haven’t reached that goal I mean I’ve meet people I could possibly become close too but they always seem to already have a best friend or just friends they are super close too.. I just hope to find my person someday, someone that I can talk to freely without overthinking, someone I can tell anything too, someone that loves me for me. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.