rant rant RANT ALERT!!

I love ranting but I don’t want to write it down in a notebook or keep it on my phone bc I’m scared my parents or anyone else will find it so I think I will start keeping them here for now. I did NOT know we could do this here, just got on as a newbie and I’m tryna learn but unfortunately I have no idea how to code bc I’m a different nerd archetype. I’m still trying tho cuz I’ve seen so many rad profiles :p

I got two things to rant about but I’m putting this here bc I like the idea of an online diary xd. Firstly the most stupid situation that could’ve ever happened to me in the history of situations and I want to record it for my sanity. I got a horrible Coke Zero addiction (seriously I drink it like three times a day every day). mostly cuz I’m poor so my fridge is empty and I just finished my work program so I got a bit of cash to fuel my addiction for when I’m hungry. Well I got home from work a couple days ago to find my beautiful 12 pack of cans was missing from the mess of my bed. I let it marinate for a couple days hoping it would reappear or someone would tell me where the hell it was but after I got a bit pissy and asked my mom. All I got was a “I don’t touch your things, I have no idea where it is and I would tell you if I knew” and when I asked if my dad took it, she told me to ask him straight up. 

So I did! Rationally and very kindly I asked where it was, and to my amazing surprise he told me he had “taken it”. I thought it was another joke he plays where he hides our stuff (which frankly I got no issue with) but after constant pestering he made a comment that suggested he had discarded it and wouldn’t be returning it. Ofc I got pissed, I mean a box of cans is 13 dollars, which is almost an hour of my paycheck so I crashed out and told him he had no right to take something I paid for. In the most casual sense he just told me he was doing it for me and the sake of my “health”. I was pissed at the fact he not only took something I worked for, but also the fact that he had offered my mom one before he discarded of it so she had lied to me. to my face :(. Now I was really pissed and cried a bit (cuz I’m a baby crier) but I was willing to let it go as long as I got my money back or he bought me another pack. So I waited for the next day. Came back from my 4 pm shift and waited for him. He got home at around 8 PM…completely drunk. like stumbling drunk!!!! I can’t remember the amount of times we’ve told him not to drink after a job before coming home, and I was pissed off at how hypocritical of him it was to do that considering he was trying to tell me to stop drinking COKE ZERO while knowing full well he used to be a alcoholic. But alas, I do not speak of my thoughts so I have not told them how angry it made me. Yipee!