Vent againnn

Genuinely it feels like I’m firing demons when trying to resist taking ever medication in my room. I also have no one to talk to so I try to do anything but my mom still takes everything that makes me happy and I can’t talk to family cuz yk they r toxic and shit. But it keeps coming back and I don’t wanna be a burden to my friends because they all don’t feel like me or they have someone to talk to and I’m so fucking over it. The world is going to shit, there are wars against women, queer people are still oppressed, and if you’re not a cis white man then your life is gonna be real hard. God I wish I was never fucking made. On top of all that school is like hell and I’m just a disgusting fucking person.