erm crush 🥹

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firstly, hi guys 🥹 now im gonna actually say what this is abt

(this is gonna be a LONG one)

ok so basically i have a crush on this guy lets call him B (i need to go right back to the beginning which is the last day of school to when we met) firstly (ill make this quick) my friend was singing let it go, i joined in B turned around to look at my group (one girl in my group B has been friends with since he was first born, ill call her E) so obviously he knew E but my school has sides because theres too many of us so me and B are on opposite sides so we havent met before, anyway, he turned stared then carried on walking but he was going our way so we jokingly followed then after 5 minutes he was like “what if i just followed you” so we said “ok sure” then we (me, E and 2 other girls) started talking about swimming in E’s pool when we got back (i live over the road from her so wtv) then he was like “ill come too” so he rand home and got his swimming stuff (saw him shirtless 🥹) yadda yadda bing bong he showed us a picture of his abs from a month ago (well fit 🥹) then a few days later all us (me E, B and other rando girl) were all hanging out then E and other girl went home so me and B spent time alone, chatted, made me play a rando roblox horror game because he was too scared to play it himself and last time he did he nearly pissed himself (it was literally the survey game 🫩) then he was on abt this girl called A, he said “oh yeah she has a crush on me and keeps asking me out and made me walking around with her on our school trip but i said no then she started crying so i had too” ANYWAY after that it was fine i havent hung out with him yet after that (its been 4 weeks) but we texted but not for ling because i was on holiday at the time. ANYWAY i found out from a friend that B STARTED DATING A then one of my friends ill call V said “oh yeah she kept asking him so much tk the point where he just said yh, i think its pretty toxic though” (whole gc agrees) AND WHEN THE FRIEND THAT TOLD ME FOUND OUT ABT THEM DATING HE SAID THEY WERE GOING TO THE CINEMA (its been a week or two since then so they already have) AND I HAVENT HEARD ANYTHING ELSE 😭😭😭😭😭 WHAT SHOULD I DO???? (sorry for writing a whole book but if you read all of this ur amazballs 🥹)