Graduation

I'll be graduating on the 9th and it just doesn't feel real. Just a few years ago I was stuck in my house because of the pandemic, so I had all the time in the world to do what I wanted. 10-11 years ago I was downloading Roblox and Minecraft for the first time. 10-11 years ago I was still watching vevo music videos, gameplays, playing outside with my friends, and still living near all of my family.

I really don't feel like an adult, and it's not some sort of Peter Pan syndrome or whatever, I'm just lowkey not ready to be something I've never been before (though I am already 18). I haven't signed up for a college, though I already have a plan that's just sitting there. I'm completely burnt out of drawing or writing; school makes me so depressed, it feels like genuine torture.

2016 was my favourite year ever, and if I could relive it just one more time, I would. I know it's blatant nostalgia, but like.. who wouldn't want to go back to a time where they were genuinely happy? I'm not making this post as a form of sympathy, it's just how I feel lately lmao