I'm so fucking tired of this (stalking ex rant)

I don't even know what to say rn. I can't stand this anymore... To start from the beginning, I started dating my friend, Reed about 9 months ago. I was in school at the time. I'm not going to sugar coat anything so here are the TW (Sexual abuse, manipulation, rape.) I can't even say we started off good because we didn't. From the start, anytime we would hang out together he would sexualize me even if it was in front of friends and I told him to stop. Anytime we hung out, we had sex. It didn't matter if I said no at first, or if I said I was tired. He would insist, and beg. There were some times when he would mention us having sex and I didn't even remember it, because I was taking a nap and half asleep. I realize now that this was rape. And whenever we weren't hanging out, we were texting ( even during school.) or calling. It got to the point that we were falling asleep on call. By this point, the relationship was draining me, and I no longer had energy not motivation to go to school. So I started homeschooling, with the excuse that I was being bullied. While this was going on, I had no friends whatsoever. The people I had been friends with before me and Reed got together were pushed away by him, because he didn't like them, and told me they were bad friends. It was a month or so after stopping Public school that one day I realized something while I was at his house. He didn't love me, he loved using me. That day, after I told him I had a headache, and that I was tired and I was going to go home once my mom picked me up, he raped me. It was different this time, I was awake, and I told him I wasn't in the mood. As usual, he asked me if there was anything he could do to get me in the mood and proceeded to touch me, as I was actively pushing myself away and pulling his hands away from me. From here after I can't remember many details, I was a disaster to say the least. I broke up up with him in a fit of rage. Since then he has never stopped contacting me. Since then He has gone to old servers, asked his friends to text me, and texted me himself through apps or websites I rarely use. I have fallen victim to the "Epiphany" narcissist tactic 2 times and don't intend on doing so again. Reed, I know you will see this, because you tracked me from young writers society to space hey, to here. Im telling you to fucking stop, and get intense therapy. And to everyone else who read up until this point, thank you, and have a good night.