Been a while lol

Soo I'm pretty sure my last entry was about going camping with my family. The trip was alright. My dad lowkey made it shitty but other than that some of my friends came out and I had a great time with them.

I picked up my Chromebook for school today and took my school pics, I feel pretty good about this pic cause the lady that was taking them actually let us see them and take retakes if we wanted to.

Yesterday I visited my uncle in the hospital. Today was his last day, it was alright. I don't feel horrible about his death, f course I'm sad about it but it happens to everyone and I can either be sad about it and slump or keep on living and just be grateful for the time I did have with him. He died young, he was in his 50's but his health wasn't the best. 

But my dad made it about him somehow because he doesn't know how to process emotions and he's a narcissist so y'know when he actually feels sad he turns it into anger. I guess it was just too much for him, because my uncle and him were like brothers. But he was going off yesterday and I tried saying how we're all going through shit right now an dhow it wasn't the time to argue but he lowkey just ignored me. Typical but it's just so selfish because this is the first time someone my sister and I actually remember and were close to in the family died. 

But whatever, I haven't seen him since yesterday, and he was blowing up over text so I'm super nervous to see him IRL because I'm certain he's going to be screaming. 

Anyway sorry for the bummer update but that's the most important thing going on right now besides that schools starting lol. GONNA BE A JUNIOR!!!!  âð