Middle of nowhere canada

I hate being in rural Saskatchewan there is no one to talk about my interests with, for example I LOVE MCR BVB sincerelyjerry and Mitchell Davis aka LiveLavaLive and when ever I talk about my interests people get awkward or weird. And bro ive been bullied for being "emo" since the second grade when I wasn't even emo yet *it was by my friend but hes very problematic and not a very good person* but when I would have my hands in my sleeves he would say "oh u better not turn emo or I'll fix it out of u" and in the 6th grade there was this trend in elementary school with rainbow looms (elementary is pre k to 7 and highschool is 8 to 12) and me and my friends would make chokers and I was wearing a black one and the same kid said "u better not be emo" yet my friends that are boys are allowed to wear black chokers, and here it is a bad thing to be alternative u will be bullied. He just moved away to saskatoon turns out it was just him that bullied all the alt or lgbtq+ community.