I forgot to take my antidepressants last night and I want to die today lowk. I'm miserable and hate my life yada yada.
I just want to play minecraft. I'm a freshman in college and I'm really stressed even though I barely have any work to do. I have a class in 30 minutes and just now turned in an assignment for it that I had a whole week to do. All I've been doing is playing minecraft and hanging out with my friends. How in the world does one balance a social life and their academic responsibilities in college? A couple days ago I stayed in this dude's dorm until 1am getting my ass beat in Mario Kart and Smash Bros by three men. Also my outfit today is NOT hard. I usually wear the hardest of fits every day but I can't find the fucking laundry machines in my dorm building so I guess I'm never wearing clothes again or whatever. I miss high school. I graduated with a 4.3 GPA because I was good at that, but college is different. I haven't missed an assignment yet but I've done most of them the very day that they're due. Which is a bad habit to have.
Also I think everyone hates me and I'm a bad person. My friend left his computer charger in my dorm and I forgot to bring it to him when I was supposed to. So I think everyone thinks I'm an inconsiderate asshole now. I haven't been thinking this way since getting on Zoloft. I forgot to take it yesterday because I was playing minecraft. I just got Java for the first time ever and have a server with all of my new college friends. We on that grind. It's not the grind I should be on.
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radwerewolfz
that's so real but yeah i would say find a balance between work and gaming so that you have time to do both! sometimes having a planner helps so you can plan what you wanna do whether it be an actual planner or a digital planner whatever works for you honestly. college is WAY different from highschool i will say that from experience and you can journal on here and blogging is just the same thing you can talk about whatever you want really. like how your day was, what games you played, what shows you watched, venting or ranting about things that on your mind, etc.
<3333 thank you kind soul, i'm gonna take that planner advice
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GHEEDORUH
"I forgot to help that one time, now everyone thinks I'm an asshole" is so relatable.
Sai Mene
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Han.
Find a way to balance your gaming with work, yada yada. I got a planner, and it helps out a LOT, but find what works for you!
Also same all I wanna do is game with my sisters and brothers but right now I should also be looking for colleges and what I wanna do with my life.