♡♡ YAPPING

it could b just the fact that its that Time of the Month but yknow<_<

but i keep feeling this persistent black hole in my chest. the kind where it feels so hard to breathe. like. theres nothing physically wrong, my chest isnt actually hurting at all, but its more. emotional? like i try 2 feel some kinda joy but its sucked back in this black hole immediately and i cant enjoy it for two seconds. 

its been like this before the time of the month. idk, maybe im getting depressed 4 literally no reason. like nothings happened, i just feel off. which sucks. i wanna be able to hang out with my friends but this persistent feeling keeps holding me back. idk.