I honestly hate this shit. My grades, social life, sports, and life in general i shit. I want to die. Every day I keep facing stupid problems in this hell hole and I cant seem to let go. Everything right now sucks. I'm honestly too depressed to do anything. I stayed up last night until 4 am just starring at a wall because I was too fucking depressed to do anything else. I just sat there on my bed, holding my pillow, starring at the walls of my room for 3 hours. I honestly feel like some grave-haunting banshee. Everything is overwhelming yet underwhelming and I just end up looking like the most annoying guy in the world sitting on some chair with a stupid blank face. Any advice or stories to let me know I'm not alone?
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I feel like why teenage years suck so bad because you’re not fully mature yet you are treated like a adult and a kid at the same time. I feel like shit because I can’t do things That most people my age can do (cooking) but then I remember that I still have time to learn because I’m still young and learning and I wasn’t taught those things.
Basically you get the worse of both worlds. You get the expectations of a adult with the rules of a kid, plus a shit ton of drama and work at school/ a job and you’re supposed to suck it up because everyone goes through the same thing and they turned out relatively fine.
Thank you so much<
I honestly think the only reason I feel shitty about every activity I take on is because of the insane preassure my parents and honestly everyone gives me. I really appreciate it.
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