hello again :D
ive been away for quite some time,,,what can I say, life got in the way ;(
like I mentioned in my last entry, I had to come back to my hometown because my mum was in the hospital. she was discharged yesterday so now I have to take care of her at home,,,which wouldn't bother me if she just SAT HER ASS DOWN. a herniated disc that caused nerve damage isn't going to heal if she keeps standing up, trying to do shit. I mean I get it, I too would lose my mind if I had to stay in bed the entire day but JESUS no wonder it isn't getting better !!!! x_X
other than that, I haven't been up to much to be honestttttt,,,lowkey just reading and trying to escape reality :P AND changing my profile picture again and again in hopes of trying to find the coolest pic of me :D
my grandparents have been driving me INSANEEEEE,,,they dont outright criticise me but I KNOW that they want to,,,its all in the subtext -_- I might be autistic but I am EXTREMELY good at picking up subtle criticism. they're so disappointed that I didnt turn out "normal" ( which in their eyes looking boring and being conservative ) but I do not CAAAAREEEEE what ur stupid old people friends think of me !!! stop treating me like im some weirdo freak just because I dress emo and have coloured hair MAAAAANNNNNNN,,,I cannot wait to go back to my own place and away from all this BULLSHIT !!!
I also managed to kill off all my mums plants,,,again,,,I am nothing but a cold-blooded murderer...
that's it for tonight, be prepared to hear from me again,,,hopefully daily :D
anywayzzzzz heres my stupid face before u leave :3
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batshybea
caring for plants and keeping them alive is SO hard </3
Cysper04
It's fine that you had to be away for a while and that's understandable.
I hope your mom is alright now and would fully recover soon.
"other than that, I haven't been up to much to be honestttttt,,,lowkey just reading and trying to escape reality :P"
Yeah me too, at this point of my life which was unfortunately rough.
That's what I was doing which is having some time with my hobbies and trying to escape reality.
" I might be autistic but I am EXTREMELY good at picking up subtle criticism. they're so disappointed that I didnt turn out "normal""
I mean, you can be yourself as long as you're not doing something awful stuff and minding your own business.
I think you're fine and you can just pass them by and move forward.
"I also managed to kill off all my mums plants,,,again,,,I am nothing but a cold-blooded murderer..."
Serial Plant Killer, gonna call the nature cops. LOL XD
Alright I hope you're having a nice weekend so far.
And well wishes.