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do I need new friends? [VENT LOWKEY]

Okay guys I have a crush wowww, his name is Tavor and he's the prettiest boy at my school [which isn't that hard to achieve but whatever]
And I talk about him a lot, to my friends, duh I'm not telling my parents ts [I did say I was TRYING to get a date to hoco but "its hard to ask someone out" [cuz it is]]
And eventually, my friends ended up seeing what he looks like, and I quote "He's so ugly, and he's a bop?? wow." 
IDK WTF A BOP IS FIRST OFF SECOND OFF YOU DONT GOTTA SAY HES UGLY ;-;
I know friends are gonna be like "your crush is so ugly brooo" as a joke/in a friend way. But like they genuinely started saying shit about him cuz he's a bop, which IDFK WHAT A BOP IS SEND HELP.

And then whenever I get happy about something, I feel like they try to shut it down and make me feel bad about myself. Its always making fun of me for something I like. 
I recently got into Mumm-Ra, a UK band, and I told them about it, and once they found out its a UK band, they were like "oh my gosh bro" cuz they hate British people.
And like, I like Matt Maltese and The Smiths, which are both British artists, and they know about that, and they ALSO make fun of me for it. 
And then whenever I get into something, its just..they seem disappointed?? Or disgusted? Its like damn okay if you don't like seeing me being happy about something just say that so I can shut up about it, instead of just making fun of me and making me feel uncomfortable with myself at that point.

I have a few decent friends that aren't like this, but they're online, so its just..not the same.

and..when I sit in class, without these friends that make me feel bad about myself, I realize how much I need new friends, but then I go to hang out with them, and I'm actually doing shit with them, like if it was just me all alone, I'd just pace around, or sit, during lunch. And I don't like just pacing around and sitting, I like doing shit.

and I'm trying to make friends at school that aren't these two.

but they're just..talking to me and then they forget I exist the next day.

I'm horrible at making friends.

and I can barely talk to Tavor, and I really like him.

I feel so stuck. 

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If I've got this right, 'bop' is just some tacky slang for being a bit easy or loose, though it feels bare wrong saying that. I mean, you and everyone you mentioned are literally underage, so it just sounds proper creepy. Your mates are morons dude. If you still want to keep things civil, you're better off cutting them loose the second you step out of the classroom. If they're taking the piss out of what you're into, who you fancy, and are as pathetic as you say, why are you letting these clowns into your business anyway? Shutting them up by showing you couldn't care less might do the trick, loads of pricks mistake being nice for being a soft touch, and taking it on the chin just feeds their ego

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yea idk get new friends or try to establish stronger boundaries with these ones. i dont why wtf they mean by bop because the only definition of bop i know is an onlyfans model.