lately ive been experiencing several problems. my grades have been slipping because of my own laziness and putting other things over it. ive been putting aside college applications until now and im worrying i wont be able to get in in time and thats stressing me out. ive been trying to get a job but nowhere seems to even open my application. a good friend of mine has recently fallen out with me over a bad situation. people are spreading rumors at school about me. also, someone i had a falling out with started going to jiu jitsu with me so i have to deal with him. and, my main outlet of hardcore, is basically useless because of the beef ive had with people in my scene and i cant go to shows as often. ive done better being healthier at least since ive gone fully plant based tho. for some reason, my parents dont seem to want to even talk to me about my problems and when i bring it up, they say that i should be putting my passion and frustration into filling out applications. and im still grieving the passing of my dog i had had since i was 3. i dont know why this is happening and it all seems to be getting worse. i genuinely cant deal with this and all my outlets are basically gone. all i have left is staying home and playing video games and being online. i cant take all this
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manulmanul
I know how shitty it feels when upsetting and overwhelming things happen seemingly all at once. It feels unfair and as if it will be like this all the time. Makes you want to give up and do nothing. But trust me, it does get better. Nothing stays the same, and with time things become less horrible. I don't know you personally of course, but I want you to know you aren't alone in this life. As good times come and go so do bad times. In time many wounds heal and we grow. I hope you remember to take care of yourself even during these hard days, when you need it the most.
thank you, its honestly gotten much better
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