Omgosh bruh
My mom started having an argument with me over my physical health
She said I'm not eating enough, doing enough physical stuff, and that I'm not sleeping enough
And she wants me to start cooking which, I already told her don't want to because I feel like I'm too young and im scared
Also dude, my school feeds me genuine sludge so I'd rather not eat anything.
Plus I do PE which is like 2 days on b weeks
And she's mad I have an attitude??
Well I'm liek 14 bruh ofc I'm gonna have an attitude,,, also,,, maybe I js have bad mental health?? Aren't you the same person who wanted to be a psychologist or something
Also nothing ever goes my way, everything sucks and I hate my school, i hate my house, I hate my room, I hate my family, I hate having to be alone in all my classes, I hate music, I hate art, I hate my body, I hate the fact I even have to wake up, and I don't even want to be anything when I grow up, I don't even want to make it past 15
My grades are slipping and I have no motivation to read or write anything or post anything or draw anything
I wish my friends never met me so I don't have to deal with having to pretend like I'm a real person
Everything sucks and nothing is new and even if something's new that sucks too
Nothing is worth my time and I'm not worth any other person's time.
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I don't know how long it's going to take for them to realize that, or anyone for that matter. I just want to be dead but I'm scared of what's after death, I don't want to meet some stupid god or go to heaven or hell but I also don't want there to be just, nothing? I don't wanna reincarnate because the point is I don't wanna be alive anymore.