"How to be a human?"

i wrote this the other night, i just now feel like posting it tho.

Is there like a handbook for how to be a human? It's kind of like getting put on a job with no manual. I'm struggling with my job (life) right now, and I have no assistance, except for the words I've heard my whole life from everyone. It's like no one can come up with anything original, or they just don't say what I want them to say. Which it's harder for me to take advice when I know what I need to do, it's just I need to hear the right words to apply myself and nobody has the right script to actually be able to help. I kinda wish I was a director so I could give everyone the right script to help them out with complex conversations that they don't know what to say. Anyway, this is a genuine question, how to be a human being? I mean of course no one want to be a human being. Since we all like suck and are some of the worst things on planet earth. But honestly, if I'm going to be here for a while, I want to know how to be a piece of shit aka a human being.