I don't really know how I feel about it to be honest, I never thought I'd live this long so...
I mean I'm kinda happy/proud, but also like, what now.
I've been getting to typical questions like "what college do you want to go to" "what are your plans for the future" etc, and the truth is I kinda don't know.
I have some kind of plan but whenever I talk about it with my parents they don't seem "happy" about it for a lack of a better word.
I don't want to think their disappointed but... idk
idk
idk
I'm scared because I care about my family, my parents, but I don't know what's going to happen when I fully come out to them in the future because I know what's going to happen but I want to live the life I want.
It just feels like we should know what we want with life now but what I want will change everything and I don't know what to do.
idk
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🌟StarChips🌟
I forgot to add but I'm going to try and be more open about my plurality on here, just so you guys know.
camiikxml
I get that feeling.. I'm in a same situation, and feels like you're lost at this point in life (´•︵•`) anyways congratulations in advance ᨳ𐔌՞҂ ˕ ֊՞𐦯ᜊ
Thanks and I hope thing get better for you soon.
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bingthebong
ive heard this from a million billion people which is living ur truth will make u so much happier. even if it will change everything it might very well make u so much happier.
idk im not u and like also im not u but thats my insight :p
I know and we plan on trying to do that a little bit every day until we can move out, but its just sad that our parents might not be there to see the real us. Especially our mom because she's the only person who knows what we've been through and used to be the first person we'd go to for comfort.
by 🌟StarChips🌟; ; Report