I’m so fucking ugly. I’m so fucking ugly nobody wants to look at me or compliment me. It’s starting to hurt because I try everyday to get ready a eand all I get is a hello and they walk away. I want a boyfriend so bad but I cant get one because I’m not pretty I fucking hate it because all my friend are so pretty and it’s frustrating when they go after the boys I like so now I have to seem uninterested in them because literally anyone will say yes versus with me they’ll just nod at me and walk away or block me. I don’t want to be alone anymore nobody fucking wants me not even the ugly boys or lesbians and I’ve just been thinking about drowning myself in the tub or overdosing on my sleeping pills because they’ll make fun of me I’m so scared of that too I’m not tough I’m not exactly sensitive either I’m just weird I don’t belong in this world I should probably slice my shit right off there’s nothing left for me to do besides starving myself and crying all night wishing somebody was thinking about me and holding me or my hand. I just really need someone to help me I want someone to love me for me and not my body.
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Being conventionally attractive isnt that important really, istg ur gorg and u wont see that until you acknowledge it. Please don’t do something you’re gonna regret!
casey_14
i feel the same way. i dont even know if i want to get better, and honestly its ups and downs fro me, sometimes i feel good sometimes i feel like killing myself i dont know anymore. hope you can get better
Cysper04
That's rough, I've said something like this somewhere before.....
But honestly you don't really need to beg anyone for attention to feel you have value.
And you could just be happy on your own by doing things you enjoy doing like your hobbies and maybe your pets either.
And I hope you'll learn that.
I don't really look attractive either and I'm not good looking.
But I'm fine on my own and at least I have some to talk to.
I hope you'll find some friends someday, I mean the right people that's not bad influence that'll lead you on a really bad path like fraternities and stuff like drugs and wild parties and alcohol and other bad stuff and you'll be on these just to be feel like you belong.
I mean right kind of people.
But before that, I hope you'll learn to be he happy and content on your own.
And you don't need anyone just to feel valued.