my first entry!!

okay so, as said in my bio, i used to write on livejournal because well i had this ex boyfriend (#yepimgay) and he influenced me to hop on livejournal all the time and it was great but he is no longer in my life and that website is SO dead and so its not like i was gonna rlly have anyone else to even see my stories let alone reply to them, but even if nobody does see mine here its ok im glad i moved anyways cause that website felt really cursed and tainted rip livejournal.. well anyways today was pretty good i went out to eat with a friend it was kinda hard cause she was gassing up my car with her cart but i gotta stay sober cuz i might be getting this good job but its gonna be on the military base so i really couldnt afford to fuck this one up, but most of the time she drives so this time while i was driving i had my music on and she told me all my music had suicide vibes and i wa slike fuckk okkk.. like even fall out boy?? cmon?? but i cant lie for the rest of it she is right but we have total opposite music tastes, and god damn i miss smoking weed, but most days im pretty chill with being without it cause u know thats how its supposed to be and life has other pleasures like watermelon and good naps, but honestly i have this problem with watermelon lately.. when i eat watermelon i end up eating too much and i have to go to the bathroom.. but like its so good i just become this insatiable beast around it, watermelon is like a bag of chips to me, also frozen raspberries which is really specific but frozen raspberries just SLAP!! anyways i gotta go to bed mann its almost 1 in the morning so peace out, my next entry is probably gonna b more personal cause i have therapy tomorrow but what is the internet if not a place to bear your soul with no apologies.. peace out