Recent: crushes

hiii guys did you miss me :3

anywaaaays

So, I had this crush on this guy, we're gonna call him red. Basically me friend liked him but I liked him because of something. 

The something: I was spacing out and was staring in the general direction of his eyes and he (brah I don't even know how to describe it) like lifted his eyes up and down???? Idk???? But I didn't even realize til the NEXT CLASS. So yeaaaaah.

Please note: I was originally planning til my friend (we'll call her door) stopped liking him ( and an hopefully forgot he even existed) before I would EVER try to make a move. However I thought it would be a good idea to get closer to him to prepare to make a move (this part is unrelated).

Plot twist: her other friend we'll call her kitty, also liked him. AND THE INSANE PART WAS THAT SHE (door) WAS THE WHOLE REASON THEY GOT TOGETHER. ok, so after red found out that door liked him, door really wanted to know who his crush was (when he found out he said that he had a crush on someone which was probably why he rejected her) so, me and door ( we were both on call with red) begged him to tell us and he said he liked... Kitty. Also keep in mind I was in the call the whole time. So, she said that kitty liked him back and urged him to confess to her.

Anyways, she moved on, and they got over that. So, my other friend we'll call her berry. So, she told me that this guy (we'll call him Walgreens) liked me. Please note that this time was a bit stressful for me for related and unrelated reasons.

Related and unrelated reasons: so I got into this d&d club when I didn't know how to play d&d and I also got there a bit late and cried in front of everyone there, not too many but still a big no-no. And this guys that I kinda knew outside of d&d club asked if I'm ok, which I said I was fine ( while I had literal tears in my eyes also I will NEVER say I'm not fine to someone asking if I'm ok excluding injuries) 

Anyways I kiiiinda got a crush on THAT guy plus some other guy but I prob don't even like them that way.

So, I emailed berry about it (she's the therapist friend I suppose) and we reached a conclusion: she'll tell him (Walgreens) on the 22nd of this month. Uhhh so turns out I didn't specify and she told him on the 15th. If you don't know that was this Thursday. So she told him, he didn't do anything. Then next day I wrote him a note and gave it to him, he still didn't do anything. Idk what to do, I don't have his number so I cant text him. I just have to wait til next week.

So what do I dooo leave a comment ANYTHING will help.