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found this place. was gonna use something else but it seemed like a massive waste of time and too much trouble for little/no reward.

anyway. summer's here. i wish i knew what to do with myself during times like this. too much free time. i'm doing most of this on my phone because i feel like if i say anything about it on my computer, he'll see it. god forbid. i feel like such a dog whenever he talks to me now. engineered. engineered? what the fuck is this guy talking about?

anyway, it doesn't matter. i can talk here without him seeing. that's all that matters.