i try not to turn away from life

this summer has been really hard on me, but maybe this finally month and a half before school will be friendly towards me. every summer i think ill finally catch a break and this will be the one i actually get to experience, but here i am again saying, NEXT SUMMER WILL BE THE ONE! do i believe that? yes. do i believe that every year? yes. does that stop me from looking forward to it all? never, because one of these times I'm gonna be right!