I once knew a girl who had a fuck ton of mental illnesses to the point that in her bio she had fucking Etcetera at the end, I'm talking DID, Autism, ADHD, Actual diagnosed Psychopathy, BPD, and so many more considering she had 30 or 50 alters, it's been almost a year since we stopped being friends so I cant be arsed to remember.
Anyways, She did the usual, self harm, tried killing herself on multiple occasions (which I stopped her because back then I had a fuck ton of empathy before I became apathetic to her existence), and got into toxic relationships with more mentally ill people.
At one point you gotta understand that someone's just too unstable for that, Y'know?? I had a crush on her but hey guess what, situationship that led me to become even more depressed than before and almost led me to self harm... and when I stopped being friends with her, for SOME STRANGE REASON, my depression got better, and I'm not sayin' a slight boost in happiness, I'm saying I actually enjoyed living my life.
Hopefully she's not here, because lemme tell you, I'm afraid of her coming back and regressing me back into that little bitch boy I was back then.
If she's reading this, heyo, an actual threat me and my brother make is meeting you/someone like you again, so please, promptly block me and fuck off you mentally ill bastard, Consider therapy and not draining people of their mental energy to give a shit about you <3
Anyhow, I'm thinking of getting into photography, I got this cool digital camera (Which is blue!) and maybe posting the pics here to see how good I'll get at this hobby
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I can relate, I'm autistic myself but I don't have a shopping list length of mental illnesses. But I've been happy dating normal people while dating other mentally ill people causes me so many issues and distress. I do get paranoid though that if these people make me unhappy, what if I'm making the normal people unhappy?
look, I seriously doubt that you make people unhappy while dating them or having any sort of relationship, I'm just a massive coward and really adverse to confrontation, so I just suck it up and not say anything and just hope they leave me alone.
I may be a massive goo goo ga ga bitch but when it comes to this, I will remind you that if these normal people truly were unhappy (and not massive cowards), they'd tell you what's going on.
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