OCTOBER UPDATE!! (2026)

I cant believe were reaching the end of OCTOBER

Heres a small update on everything thats been going on w/ me. ⋆｡°✩

Can't make friends if i'm dead half the time!
Definitely need to work on that, its just hard when I feel burnt out and dread half the time.

I STILL HAVE NO JOB!!! AND THATS CONSIDERING IVE APPLIED TO 
(let me count)
36 job listings
of which only like 4, locations reached back to at least let me know that I wasn't a "viable candidate"... WHATEVER I swear to FUCK that the unemployment situation has been haunting me for well over a year atp, I might write a 'notes from the sidelines' about it (my venty/ranty blog for those who don't know)... but thats for later. I don't feel like busting my head to write about it atm...

The semester is almost over for me at my college. and i've been kinda torn between taking a break from my education for a career or continuing my education with no luck since I already graduated. AUGHH IM LOSING MY MIND!!!!

on to some more POSITIVE NEWS..
I got my teeth deep cleaned finally on Monday!!
I had a some infection in my gums causing them to bleed, they don't bleed anymore YAY

I think my artblock is finally lifting slowly and my style is going through a weird puberty atm, but its not a negative thing! HERES MY TWO MOST RECENT EXAMPLES!!:

this was the first thing I was able to draw after like,,, weeks of not drawing anything,,, shes an old ass furry OC I made back in elementary school that I randomly remembered 

and this is WIP (?) art , I put a question mark cuz idk if i'm actually gonna finish coloring it.
this is from a game i'm currently obsessed w/ and been playing with my boyfriend, aniimo
would highly recc if u like creature catching games (like pokemon) and open world exploration (like Legend of zelda: BOTW!)

ANYWAYS..

with all that being said, thats kinda ALL I can really give an update on for now^^
I appreciate anyone who actually took the time to read OFC!!
MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN, pls I crave interaction i'm trying to get better about making friends even if they're online!

I'm also gonna try to get better about being more ACTIVE + posting more random bulletins (since my blog posts will be limited to longer + more personal entries that I want to archive here) 
also to try to interact w/ other peoples, especially MOOTS, posts/blogs/bulletins/etc...!!

but hey, ill keep posting even if no one ever sees these!

⋆｡°✩ Happy (EARLY) Halloween to everypony!! ⋆｡°✩ 

Heres my most listened to song of OCTOBER: