Reason why I'm on friendrewind (kinda vent)

I joined Friendrewind because I'm losing friends. That's pretty much the reason. If you followed me from my Ao3 then you might've already seen why my two friends left me. if not, then I'll explain here. One of my friend's that unfortunately was my ex gf, said I was problematic because I told her to stfu a year ago. I don't remember this incident and if I said that it was probably not directed towards her or it was but she said something weird or problematic for me to say that. My other friend ended our 10 going 11 year long relationship because of something 4 almost 5 years ago. She's even gatekeeping her friends from me for no reason. She also said me and my friends were leaving her out even though every time we tried talking to her, she'd ignore us. She's also turning into a pickme and honestly, I don't wanna be around people like that. Anyways that's why I'mon friendrewind. I just wanna make new friends that have similar interests as me. It's honestly lonely when you don't have friends with similar interests or even just friends in general. So, that's why i'm here.