i pray for things i dont believe in yet hope occur because it may spite me

hahaha hey guys  

the midterms has given me a hope i thought only achievable as a kid during Obama's presidency; hopefully we keep pushing against those without our interests in mind

ive been struggling to find stuff to write about lately; actually, I have an abundance of things to write about, but I cant view them the way I need to in order to write or understand it the way I usually do. ITS SO LAMEEEEEUH. I WANT TO EXPRESS BEAUTY THE WAY I PERCIEVE IT BUT WHAT IF I KNEW MY LENSES WERE TINTED? AM I LEFT TO HUBRIS OF OBSERVATION OR INTROSPECTION?

but to change the topic, its november now, and with that, mariah has came from her chamber in the north pole

no but unironically capitalism has reached an all time low, or high idk what metric im using ok??

I saw multiple christmas ads waking up ON THE FIRST OF NOVEMBER. like r we serious i dont like this at all...

i miss writing sad things in cool ways but now that im actually trying to do something w my life, its been a weird transition, writing-wise; its been interesting to watch, reading my writing from months ago, and observing the different things I incorporated into my style.

but thank u guys soosososo much 4 reading and have an amazing night or day or whatever it is 4 you ((((: