DAY 001

23rd of June 2026

"As days go by, I feel like I am slowly falling into the abyss."  

I decided to start a blog about how I feel and how my thoughts are slowly consuming my whole being. So hi, this is Day 001 of me writing for this collection of unsaid thoughts inside my spiraling mind.

  Life is unfair, I agree. People say I should get over it and that people have had it worse. I know, and that's the reason why I feel so bad, and I feel so mad not at anyone but myself. I don't know what and I don't know why, but there is something wrong with me. It's frustrating that I feel this way. It's frustrating that I don't know what's wrong. I feel so alienated in my own being. Sure, I do get along with others in the majority. Still, the question remains, why do I feel this way? 

Why do I feel like I'm never meant to exist at all?