Am I stupid?

I was thinking about 6th grade which was likeeee two years ago? Anyway I was mainly thinking about some of the people like a popular group of girls would tell me to sit with them or that they'd sit with me they'd say we were best friends despite me not even knowing them. But it's been brought to my attention that might be a bullying tactic, there was another time when two of the girls were talking and I don't remember what they were talking about but I definitely remember this: Girl 1 "Just talk to Dominique or something," (Dominique is me) Girl 2 "But she's boring." Mind you I was right beside them just eating so then girl 2 looked at me and said "You're boring no offense." Which seems pretty mean now but at that time I just stayed quiet cause I thought I was boring too. Another thing that happened with different people like one time was with this girl Doa'nne which may seem crazy t remember considering the fact I didn't remember those other girls names but I genuinely had I deep hatred for Doa'nne so it was around lunch time what a coincidence right but anyway she spilled milk all on me. Everyone just laughed I was so angry and annoyed I went to the restroom and cried a bit I didn't full on cry,  just a tiny bit I had to go class to clean myself. The other time was with this girl she was talking about all her socials and you know she mentioned snap chat which I had at the time so I was like "Oh no way me too! What's your user?" her smile fell so quick she told me she didn't remember. 

There was a lot more times with guys, this one guy Nico would call me ching chong. a cow or bitch one time he said he'd SA me because I slid his milk carton away from him ☺️ at the time I didn't care because I was like so infatuated with him because besides that he seemed perfect. And for some reason I'd get poked in the back with sharp pencils by boys all the time. in fact one of the times this boy Hansel didn't just poke me. he humped me.

Now that I think about it, it might've been bullying..................is it?